那个我一直不能理解不能明白的人

一个我明知会伤害她

却还是不加解释不加道歉导致最终失去的一个朋友

对不起，现在终于懂了

如果说，以前只是怕你生气才知道不要那样做

那么现在我彻底明白

以前那个不懂得珍惜的我，真的很可恶

现在终于懂了

那个困扰我很久的谜解开了

却发现解开的时候

与其说是释然

还不如说是加倍加倍的后悔

我知道如果可以选择

你宁愿我永远不会知道

可是我还是要说对不起

对不起对不起对不起

对不起，我知道现在说这些...太晚了

可是，真的很愧疚

原来那很久很久之前失去的那个朋友

才是真正支持我，真正喜欢我，真正值得我去好好对待的人

可惜，走了就再也不会回来了

天那~为什么会这样呢~~~~~为什么为什么为什么，为什么最近越来越没有写日志的动力了呢，连这篇文章也在狂讲废话~好吧，那就不勉强自己了，以后想写再写啦~顺便抱怨一记，这里真冷清~切~

这个星期1026特别要感谢早上帮我一起考英语的同学们，哈哈~

要特别感谢为我晚上做出牺牲的一切同学们！你们真是太好了

其实1026我又去了21，或许这个数字在以前真的对我很有意义。所以连告别时都在这样一个日子。或许这个学校真的是我应该去的地方，所以才会有这一天吧。

看到一句话是这样说的，人生最好的境界，是花未全开月未圆。用来阐述人与人之间的距离感问题。觉得颇为精妙。花一旦全开，就要面临败落的结局；月如果圆满，马上又会迎来新一轮的缺口。最好的状态就是将开未开，似圆非圆之际，已悄然展现出最好的姿态，却不全然绽放，留下想象的空间和期待的喜悦。人与人之间也是如此，应当有一定的距离，留下足够的空间。无论是父与子，夫与妻，他与她还是朋友之间，都应该是这样的。不应该近得没有距离，近得不能呼吸，而应该是有一份恰当的距离。不能近到产生压迫之感，亦不能远到产生愧疚之情。父母对孩子，纵然全心关爱，也不能完全包围其生活，让他没有空间成长；恋人之间，纵然心存爱恋，但也不能完全渗透对方的生活，让双方都没了自己的角落；朋友之间，更加需要距离的存在，君子之交淡如水，只要相知，天涯都能化为咫尺。就好像2个原子，离得太近就会产生斥力，离得太远电子云密度又重叠的不够，只有在某个距离，才能使电子云密度覆盖到最大（嗯，看来今天晚上看化学还是有一点成果的~）。。。生活的过程，就应该是在不断调整与周围距离的过程。。。 ps再看看自己写的东西，觉得其实也挺幼稚的，但有些道理，以前真的就没仔细想过，现在品味品味，嗯，觉得自己在慢慢成长~大家看着玩玩~~

杭杭闲着无聊，便开始想最近有什么好写的。这周嘛，杭杭发现原来晚上出去跑跑步很开心的。另外杭杭在与别人的谈话中忽然想起很久以前被一笔带过的一句话，于是惊觉有些事情真是想不到啊。当然杭杭本周莫名的事情很多，不知道是什么风水起了作用~

当然本周杭杭小朋友也有很开心的时候，或者说是某天杭杭觉得这天过得很舒服。希望杭杭每天都这样啦。别的没什么。貌似杭杭这片文章没什么水准还比较抽象。算啦~就这样吧~

还有最近老是想起高中，或许是秋天来了的缘故吧。其实很多次想说，都忍住了，没有意义的事情何必要去做呢，做了又有什么不同呢。明明是离开了还要说自己多么舍不得，说了又怎么样，所以也不大说了。外面阳光真明媚啊，会让我想起幼儿园的时候奶奶牵着我手在弄堂里面走，感觉幸幸福福的，只不过，那个画面里的人有的已经走了，而那些场景，有的也已经变了。我也变了。唯一不变的是这种阳光。或许有一天，我愿意沉迷于这样的感觉，但是现在不是时候。

1Groove Coverage - She

歌词中的she是不是很自由很独立很吸引人呢，或许每个人都能从她身上找到自己想要的那种感觉吧~点击下载

She hangs out every day near by the beach
Having a harnican falling asleep
She looks so sexy when she's walking the sand
Nobody ever put a ring on her hand
Swim to the oceanshore fish in the sea
She is the story the story is she
She sings to the moon and the stars in the sky
Shining from high above you shouldn't ask why
She is the one that you never forget
She is the heaven-sent angel you met
Oh she must be the reason why God made a girl
She is so pretty all over the world
She puts the rhythm the beat in the drum
She comes in the morning and the evening she's gone
Every little hour every second you live
Trust in eternity that's what she gives
She looks like Marilyn walks like Suzanne
She talks like Monica and Marianne
She wins in everything that she might do
And she will respect you forever just you
She is the one that you never forget
She is the heaven-sent angel you met
Oh she must be the reason why God made a girl
She is so pretty all over the world
She is so pretty all over the world
She is so pretty
She is like you and me
Like them like we
She is in you and me
She is the one that you never forget
She is the heaven-sent angel you met
Oh she must be the reason why God made a girl
She is so pretty all over the world
(She is the one) She is the one
(That you never forget) That you never forget
She is the heaven-sent angel you met
She's the reason (oh she must be the reason) why God made a girl
She is so pretty all over the world (oh...)
Na na na na na ...

2far away from home

这首歌的曲调很好听的，而且听这个看the 19th space时是不会怕的，说明这首歌很科学哈，哈哈，其实歌词也不错啦，我反正是更喜欢这首。点击下载

I am loving living every single day but sometimes I feel so.
I hope to find a little peace of mind and I just want to know.
And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.
Where is home on the Milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again.
In my dreams I am not so far away from home.
What am I in a world so far away from home.
All my life all the time so far away from home.
Without you I will be so far away from home.
If we could make it through the darkest night we have a brighter day.
The world I see beyond your pretty eyes,
makes me want to stay.
And who can heal those tiny broken hearts,
and what are we to be.
Where is home on the Milky way of stars,
I dry my eyes again.
In my dreams I am not so far away from home.
What am I in a world so far away from home.
All my life all the time so far away from home.
Without you I will be so far away from home.
I count on you, no matter what they say,
cause love can find it time.
I hope to be a part of you again,
baby let us shine.
And who can heal those tiny broken hearts,
and what are we to be.
Where is home on the Milky way of stars,
I dry my eyes again.
In my dreams I am not so far away from home.
What am I in a world so far away from home.
All my life all the time so far away from home.
Without you I will be so far away from home.
In my dreams I am not so far away from home.
What am I in a world so far away from home.
All my life all the time so far away from home.
Without you I will be so far away from home.